I am done, I have finished this blog. I have honoured my brother. I think, I hope he’d be pleased.
My brother is gone, our mother has Alzheimer’s, there is no one to confirm all my memories, but there is this – our love and lives on paper. I miss him, I miss receiving his letters.
The world is odd without my peculiarly wonderful brother, but I am something because I am his sister.
So I’m just gonna leave this here on the edge of the internet, for my girls, for anyone, for siblings of suicide sitting next to empty chairs everywhere. In honour of my brother. In dedication to ‘Leah’ who loved and cherished my brother as much as I do.
For every letter I’ve shared I have two others and still many of his drawings and sketches. I will now set J’s books free – it’s all I have left to do. Click here for Dead Man’s Library.
Thank you to anyone who ever stumbled across this.
To read Dead Man’s Diaries in chronological order please click here.